It is twilight and gradually,
In my imagination, I walk toward the station;
Recalling a Celestial Train
That brought me here,
And will take me to the next place.
You see, I no longer feel
I completely live in this world;
Having left it, partially, some time ago.
Today, while one foot remains inside the boundary
So I can take care of those things
That I absolutely have to-
Others have fallen away.
I cannot say that many people
Will notice my absence,
But there are a few
And I stay to help them
Along their way.
My last few years have been a challenge.
Struggling in an environment
That I no longer totally recognize.
I never really did fit in;
At times, I tried my best
And some times this effort was flawed.
Now, I near a new beginning,
Am resistant and fearful,
But trust the Forces that brought me here;
And when the time comes
This Energy will take my hand
Gently lifting me up onto the Train.
-SB
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